Define your kinky self…. Dom, sub, switch?
I am a submissive, through and through. I am also a bottom, a masochist, and I am proud of it. In the vanilla world I have a lot of responsibility, my special needs son, his schedule, his school stuff, home care, plus I live with a chronic pain condition. So when I am at home, giving up that control is freeing. When decisions are no longer my own, when I need the reminder that in His house I belong to Him I feel at peace.
When his chosen implement strikes my flesh it is a brutal, yet beautiful reminder that I am His. I melt under the pain, I feed off of it. Honestly it is almost impossible for me to get off without it anymore.
Asking for permission to orgasm is even freeing.
Sometimes it's almost eerie reading your posts - over here nodding along.. in total agreement. lol. Well said! All the way down to the chronic pain. Hugs!
ReplyDeleteI often feel the same way when reading yours. Separated at birth? LOL
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lol! Yes - maybe!! Hehee! xxoo! <3
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