Broken record

I feel like I'm sounding like a broken record, and so that's why I'm not posting much right now. Sir and I are doing great, connecting very well, but not sexually because of my stupid pain. I'm still taking the submissive workshop, but it feels like a colossal waste of time because it's geared towards beginners and I've been in the lifestyle for 20 years. I thought it would help me find a way to change things up, deepen my service, or give some ideas at least, but I spend most of the course saying to myself, "been there, done that."

Sir changed jobs at the end of last year, and the start up he's with is finally making enough to pay him, and provide insurance. (We'd been paying COBRA coverage from his last job that had amazing medical!) and we found out that all of the services our 8 year old son needs, occupational and speech therapies, are not covered under this new insurance because he's over 6. So according to them, as soon as a kid turns 6years and 1day old they are miraculously cured and no longer need the services that help them function. So we were left with the difficult decision of choosing which services he needs most right now since we can only afford to pay for one each week out of pocket. 

Top that off with having to pick little man up from school today because he was in full on crisis mode, I am completely spent, Sir is spent, and my kid is struggling. 

So between the pain and stress, there is little energy for kink, blogging, life... 

Hope to see you all around more often soon. Until then, I'm thinking about all of you who are struggling, and living vicariously through those of you who are in a happy, kinky place!